Phase 2 of hair

Went into Toni and Guy today, have an appointment at 9am (!!!!) tomorrow morning! So going to have to set my alarm tonight otherwise I fear I will sleep through it. The woman had really cool hair, just how I'd love to have mine- Black layers on top, with purple underneath....I'm so getting that one day! Tomorrow however is all about tidying up the hair that is a mangled mess of I don't know what! She asked if I'd considered having it in a bob, which I have had before, and I think I look smart and sophisticated, but Misery guts says he wont be as attracted to me if I do that. As we left the salon he muttered:
"Bloody hairdressers, persuading you to spend a fortune and cutting all your hair off...it's not your hairdressers job to be attracted to you [when I tested the water for possibility of a bob!]!!!"

Guess that is a fairly solid 'no' then to a bob?! Shame, but I'll stay content, afterall, I got totally freaked out when the beard was shaved off so I can understand.

Going to bed now, especially as I have to get up early. Smelly Mike won't come round to stay but I really want him to- work tonight was fairly harrowing with Paul Guyver from the Fire Service coming in to do his thing about Road Traffic Safety "Your Choice" with all the photos and videos (god the videos) of dead people, or dying people- this one man just moaning over and over as he died...it was horrific, and people cut in half and limbs strewn around, headless bodies in cars...you get the idea. The young people left suprisingly quietly...and I felt sick. Even though I've seen most of it before. I am now worried I will have nightmares, and I'd just like Mike to be there to hold me if so...but smelly BOY won't come over.
May he rot in his own cesspit the UNWASHED CRAPBAG!!!

night xx